- a person who professes beliefs and opinions that he or she does not hold in order to conceal his or her real feelings or motives
Sometimes I wonder, I wonder who I am. Just a big fake, putting on some show of something or other that confuses even me.
Maybe I am, am a hypocrite that is. Truth is I am not even sure. I am just sure of one thing and it's where I rest everything with all of my truths/lies and faults. And that is Jesus. So if all of this comes across as fake or false to you, I am sorry.
I do things I am ashamed of.
I say things I am embarrassed to say.
My actions are not always pure.
My thoughts...well God help us there.
God gives us all of this daily/hourly and by the minute, but do I accept it?
where who what how when Arrrrgggghhhhhh!!!!!!!
I lay my head down every night somewhere
it rests easy because despite my inequities Jesus is the one thing that I know.
(I have recently been called a hypocrite by 3 different people, one of whom is very close to me)
these words hurt, but are mere words
When that (being called "that", that is) happens it gives you a serious gut check.
take my world apart please Lord.....break it, shatter it-- SMASH IT.
Let me die daily.
I have and am nothing