Every day anew, over and over and over and yet they are so very precious.
In an open thought to God...
God, I am so sorry. It seems like the past two years have not been yours, but mine. I do so ever wish I could give them back to you, but I can't. Thank you for giving me today. I will work hard at being nice to others today. I will work hard at not judging others today. Forgive me when I fail Lord....forgive me.
" I was envious of the arrogant when I saw the prosperity of the wicked." Forgive me Father.
"But for me it is good to be near God; I have made the Lord God my refuge, that I may tell of all your works" Psalm 73